july 29, 2021
Kaiwa ga tsuzukanai na Naze da doushite da? Aho ka?
Soro de kaeru michisugara Aisatsu sae mo dekinai sa Mattemo sattemo kawaranai Sō da! kore kara da ze?
Netto de zenbu ga kanketsu de Koe wo dasu no mo hisashiburi Ame mo hare mo kawaranai Sōka! Warui no jibun ja nai
Hima da yo nanda yo deai ga nanda yo Honki wo dashitara motemakuru yo
Kagami yo kagami shōjiki waretai ka? “Iranai omae iranai” Kagami yo kagami shoujiki sugiru darō! “Kikoenai furi” Utsuranai no wa kokoro no utsukushisa “Mōsō sore wa mōsō” Utsutteru no wa saenai jibun dake “Genjitsu wo shire!”
Ashita mo onnaji kinō Naze da dōshite da? Aho da!
july 24, 2021
it's been raining...
I live in the west, I'm not sure if it's just my state, but we get a season of heavy rains and dust storms. When you disregard the dust storms it's actually really nice. I have my desk positioned by my window, and I get to watch the rain pour down onto the rocks near my house. It's very soothing and gives me the mood stabilization that I need. As I write, I'm actually watching the rain.
It's been a long time since I've relapsed. This is a good thing, obviously, because I'm very prone to slicing myself up. I think this is because I haven't had a favorite person in a month or two, so I have no one to break down over. Let's hope I don't jinx this because I've been happy with my current streak.
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